you have
NO idea
just how much
i truly
and completely
love you<3
cOuRtNeYbEaR
read my profile
sign my guestbook

Visit cOuRtNeYbEaR's Xanga Site!

Name: *cOuRtNeY*
Birthday: 3/30/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: [x] i *LOVE* CaSeY [x] i love being with him and i love being with all my amazingly awesome friends. but most of all. i love rubbing on peoples weenis'. its orGASMic. <3 =) i RoW for plant high and am damn good at it! yessss. im definitely a chorus nerd but thats ok cuz so is sam!
Expertise: casey. thats all you need to know. j/k. ROWING... its whats for breakfast! not. lol hmmm i have lots. just use your imagination.


Message: message me


Member Since: 12/16/2003

SubscriptionsSites I Read

Groups Blogrings
:+: KiSs Me Im IrIsH :+:
previous - random - next

PINK is GANGster
previous - random - next

_*cAuCaSiAn PrIdE*_
previous - random - next

Yeah? well i don't like your face.
previous - random - next

Country Music Is For Lovers <3
previous - random - next

*the NoTeBoOk is my LIFE <3
previous - random - next

shut up and kiss me.
previous - random - next

<3 *iM iN lOvE wItH a GaNgStEr* <3
previous - random - next


Posting Calendar

|<< oldest | newest >>|
view all weblog archives

Get Involved!

Suggest a link

Recommend to friend

Create a site


Thursday, June 23, 2005

goodbye xanga. myspace is better. if you have it give me your site and ill add you to my friends. if not. get one. i assure you its a lot better. peace out... you can still leave me comments. i check every once in a while...


Friday, June 03, 2005


i tried to paint you but the

colors just weren`t

beautiful enough <3


thank god its finally here!!
its been ok so far. except it seems like half my friends are ignoring me, everyone except for the friends that im not really even good friends with. like it seems like kylee doesnt want to have anything to do with me, for some unknown reason, sam is either busy or not allowed to do something with me, anne is always busy, and just like a lot of people have been shutting me out it seems and it really hurts my feelings. im really sensitive when it comes to my friends, and they really mean a lot to me and when i feel like im losing them for no reason i just dont know what to do. some help me please?

ive been doing a lot out of my house lately because my parents have been in the keys and elizabeth who works for my mom has been staying with me. shes really sweet and young and shes been driving me to work and friends houses and stuff so shes been a lot of help. i went to jamies all day one day and hung out with emily a lot today too... and of course ive been with casey some of the time and thats been fun. and a lot of my time i have been working so its been pretty busy. and then a couple nights my airconditioner was out and i had to sleep at elizabeths new apartment that she just moved into this weekend on the couch.. it wasnt too bad. ive been bowling and to qzar with casey evan and chris, and kinda sarah and andrea who were there with grant gabe and corey and jesse. it was fun be with the girls and seeing gabe, havent seen them in a while.
this weekend i have work from 11-6 both days i think so that should be fun. its the one at channelside and the people there are sooo cool. they are really fun and are so crazy in the back of the store. i think after i get everything in order and know everything there like the back of my hand, ill be a lot more comfortable and everythign will be great there. but everyones been so nice but its been good.
so yeah me casey and his dad went bowling today and it was fun. i balled up casey 1 out of 3 games and the other 2 were really close. he got lucky.
but i lovveeeee him so its ok.
well im watching a cinderella story with emily right now and shes spending the night, and my paretns are coming back tonight at like 1 or 2 so i guess technically that would be tomorrow morning. but yeah so ill update later when i get really bored, or someone tells me too. lol i LOVEEEE CASEY<3

he can buy you the most

expensive gift in the

world .. but the only thing

that should matter is what is

written on the card *


Tuesday, May 24, 2005

sometimes you just have to put one foot in front of the other even though you dont know where youre going.
well... this week is the last week of school!

THANK YOU LORD ALMIGHTY!

its time to praise! im so glad its almost over, just two more days and im a junior! well technically i already am, but i dont think it counts.

my parents are going out of town for a week and a half and so this girl that works for my mom is coming to stay at my house.

so that could be a bit weird. but idk my mom said shes really nice, and shes probably a lot better than my parents. but who knows.

so this weekend i made plans so i wouldnt totally be bored.
thursday im going to the drays game with casey and then idk what...
friday, robbie is coming over, were all going out to see the longest yard with a bunch of brusses and then robbie is coming back over and spending the night.
saturday is chore day as usual, then probably something with casey.
sunday im spending the night at kates! and then idk about the rest of the week! hopefully fun stuff.

then im getting my license JUNE 24TH! heck yes im gonna be on the roads babyyy! but im a good driver so dont worry.

omggg... tomorrow i find out whether or not im in varsity chorale! CROSS YOUR FINGERS! this is a really big deal to me you dont even understand. im so scared.... AH the PRESSURE!

well im tired... me casey ryan and abox are going to breakfast in the morning before the 6th exam. TRUE. its gunna be yummy.
i live in a word of people pretending to be something they're not. but when i talk to you, im the girl i wanna be.
--A Cinderella Story.


Thursday, May 19, 2005



and your last words replay in
my mind just like your smile


enough said about that...
my goodness i havent updated in FOREVER!
but thats ok because the summer is coming up, and then ill be extremely bored so ill probably update every 15 seconds...lol

well everything with me and casey is pretty good for right now... today was our last full day of school. how sad!
Tomorrow is a half day! and im just going to go home with Casey and me him and his dad are going to see star wars. then idk what. maybe go see monster in law because casey promised me he would see it with me. this weekend.

saturday i have an eye appointment and i have to wash my car... anyone want to help me??

and sunday i think im going to kelli's with em to study hard for world history exam, hopefully wont be too hard.

yesterday i went to the coldstone creamery icecream auditions... i was the only white girl there... not that thats bad or anything! i just felt a litle out of place. there i was in a grey collared shirt with nice jeans on, and then everyone else were wearing ghetto fab attire. haha we had to do this thing called bust a move and we had to get up in front of everyone and do a dance or dance movie.... so i got up, stood there, and did the harlem shake. haha and then i did the city boy when we got in groups and sang songs... its was fun. the people were nice, and im really hoping they call me back and i get the job. i would be so happy.

well my deepest apologies for not updating in so long.... but now i have so yay! LOVEEEE MEEEE! <3
sometimes things have to fall apart, to make you realize just how much you need them to fall back together.


Sunday, May 01, 2005


well... so much drama this week. i cant even explain to you.

but it all went away... well most of you are going to be soooo confused about this. but. casey and i are going back out as of last night. and i couldnt be any happier. he did the sweetest thing for me, and ive been able to tell so much lately how hard he really is trying to make things work again and it means so much. all of this week could probably be made into a book, so if you wanna know about it you gotta ask! tooooo tooo long to type.

well yesterday i had our regatta and our ass got beat. badly. so lets not talk about that. tomorrow is school. and im going to fail my math test so that sucks really badly. but ill make up for it.

soo yeah everyone better show up to crew tomorrow, after we got spanked so badly. we all need practice so maybe there is hope for us in 2 weeks, when the competition gets even harder.

but gosh darn it stupid regatta.
i was going to go with casey down to port charlotte and spend the week with his mom and sister and their side of the family for the first time, but i cant because of my regatta. and on top of that, its my last regatta and he cant even go. so its a double negative. and it makes me sad.

goshhhh i love casey. too bad you cant have him. really, i do feel sorry for you!




Next 5 >>

http://www.feebleminds-gifs.com/stars.gif


<bgsound src="http://a425.v8384d.c8384.g.vm.akamaistream.net/7/426/8384/3b858b51/mtvrdstr.download.akamai.com/8512/wmp/5/293/30725_1_1_05.asf" loop="infinite">